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I literally have everything, yet I am unhappy.
I have a virgin tomboy gf who plays vidya with me, goes to the gym with, loves
me over everything, we have the kinkiest sex (She swallowed my cum while I was
playing vidya, I fucked her ass, I eat her ass, I stick my dick in her Pussy and
directly in her mouth, she pegs me, she dominates me if I want and she lets me
cum on her face. I am still studying going to have a kick ass degree, I am
halfway to a million dollars, I have a cool sports car, I have an rtx 3080
gaming pc, I just took a ski holiday and I am taking another holiday with my gf
next week. I have got a nice crypto and stock stack. I have everything. I am
body builder and have a body people only dream about and am in perfect health.
BUT WHY AM I UNHAPPY???? WHY? I even deleted all social media except biz and
messenger, so I would stop comparing myself to everyone..... WHY AM I NOT
FUCKING HAPPY WAAAAAAH! I'm a 22 yr old guy in college. I have money as a result of crypto. My life is
fucking miserable. I cannot make any meaningful connections. Maybe I am the
problem, maybe I'm not. It still doesn't change the fact that the overwhelming
majority of people have treated me like shit. I wish I had never even gone to
college at all. I was miserable before college too though. Seems like I was
predisposed to live a life of misery because my mom and dad are both fucking
insane. Seems like I was dealt a bad hand. What's the point in having all this
money if I can't even be a normal functioning human? It's very, very, tiresome
bros. This isn't a demoralization thread, it's just the truth. Money hasn't made
my life better, in fact, it's made me more conscious of the fact that I can
never truly have enough money to escape the problems in my head. Doing the
therapy meme and it's not working. Nothing works bros. If I could just be HAPPY
I think I could manage, but I can't even achieve that. I did the drug meme for a
little bit, but I've already stopped. I think my idea of happiness is acceptance
from others and I'm so socially retarded that I genuinely can't achieve it. It's
over. I basically cry myself to sleep at night knowing that I'm not gonna be
happy. Trust me. I've tried it all. Nothing fills the void. Tell me to kill
myself, tell me my problems aren't real. I know there are other anons like me
out there. I was miserable when I was poor, and I'm miserable now when I have
money.